Thursday, March 22, 2012
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Happiness hit her like a train on a track
Hey there! It feels like its been a while since I last posted...I mean, I've checked my blog a couple of times during my hiatus, but I haven't really wrote anything. For the most part, everything has remained stagnant- AJ and I keep making awkward eye contact and my body image is still pretty negative. Not hopeless, just really negative. Since I didn't do the fast over break, I gained a shitload of weight. A week ago, my stomach was flat. Now, there's a pouch. It may seem like no big deal for most, but to me, this is equivalent to the sky falling.I worked so hard to get rid of it and now its back. Even though I said that nothings changed, Things have. Most importantly, Fred's back. When I first heard this, I just went completely numb. Not happy, not sad. Its like when he was gone, I was actually OK with it. That meant I could go back to my old neighborhood. Things were almost like they were before. Now that he's back though, I feel like I'm on edge. "What if I see him?" "What will he say?" These thoughts fun through my mind constantly. On a happier note, I spoke to BR today. For the millionth time. Most of the time, its just a few word convo on coach and each time, I give this weird giggle and he smiles back. Enough energy to send me flying to the moon. In addition to that, AJ took his shirt off afterwards! And I saw! I glanced a couple of times (and fought off the urge to stare with my mouth gaping open). It's not a six pack but not flat either. In one word, PERFECTION! If I were pretty, I would of stared. I've learned that staring is something pretty girls can do and ugly girls can't. Speaking of pretty girls, I can officially say with confidence that DT is the biggest slut in her grade. She screwed around with this other girls BF, told people about it, and then lie to the girl's face. CAN YOU SAY SKANK? I am so happy! I hate her with a passion. Maybe the rain's letting up. Maybe the odds are truly in my favor.
Monday, March 12, 2012
"Just fell down a flight of stairs....one of my arms is broken and my knee is bleeding...But it's OK...YOLO!"
The motto "YOLO" has been speading through my school like some infectious STD. If you've been living under a rock, it means "You Only Live Once." Don't get me wong, I love Drake and I think its a cute message, but I think people are starting to twist it into different meanings. The title is prime example of what people make YOLO mean- an excuse to do something stupid. I can't tell you how many times I've seen someone post "I'm gonna go smoke a blunt...YOLO" or "Even though I'm hammered, I'm gonna try to drive home...YOLO" on Twitter. If I had a penny for everytime someone used the word YOLO as an excuse to do something dumb, I'd have enough money to pay all of my mother's debt, pay for my college, and buy an entire African village in Ipads.
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